Dear me, I know its new, feels difficult but its not as difficult as it seems.

A step at a time, we will get there.

Where ‘there’ is,I also don’t know but we shall achieve it all.

We achieve one thing and then proceed to the next. Its not as easy to see the progress but that doesn’t mean we stop.

Maybe we will find love again on the way. Maybe we won’t! But I have to live with the hope that I’ll find it. Some nights and days are very boring! Receiving some notifications smiling randomly at the screen is not a bad way to avoid the midday crash. Also on those tough days after an argument or a disagreement it wouldn’t hurt to keep waiting to see if you read my paragraph and relaxed because I know I will be the first to text or maybe not.

If love doesn’t find me, (I don’t really want to even picture this but I know I have to) then I’ll have more time to create, relax, travel ,read… Time will tell though. Someone I can take care of or someone who will take care of me? I don’t know what exactly will make happier. I mean someone who will take care of me too and love me back. Me loving them more is not an aspect the love can grow as long as they keep loving me. But love is a choice, a decision and a feeling. I want to build a future and still live in the present with someone. An ambitious person I am I want to have acres of land with you.